LOVER
Working with plants
Having a relationship
Woman, body, lust
Learning slack string
How to express myself better
Finding a mentor in the cultural archetypes field.
WARRIOR
doing:
· SINGING-SONGWORITING-POETRY-GUITAR
· PLANTS-EARTH-GARDENING-(BUILDING-CONSTRUCTION)
· EXPLORING CULTURAL ARCHETYPES – SPIRITUAL ECOLOGY
· RELATIONSHIPS ... (and) to COMMUNITIES
· AWARENESS –
WIZARD
I see clouds – over the mountain.
There is a dragon flying around in these clouds.
(voice to text for iphone)
If the dragon is my Story of E—l?
The dragon is free --- but he is confined to those clouds as well, he cannot leave those clouds
And I stand, from a distance, under the maple tree on the top of a hill, far away –
and I watch those clouds, the dragon’s clouds
and I see how he is bounded, free yet bounded – how this is not as free as the witness
which is itself bounded? created, by the human consciousnesss?
we shall see
There is the Dragon – flying in the clouds –
Now it is stormy ; I see him flying in the storm
the storm of his own story
Then he is gone –
and there are just clouds.
And then he is infused in everything –
Everything drinks
of a piece of the dragon
All leaves of trees,
all grass,
all particles of Air are
infused with this Dragon
.
If I cling
to a story,
it is like my Head
is those clouds – inside a Storm rages,
The story dragon wants out,
wants to infuse into everything.
STORY
is another Coin
KING -- ?
AWARENESS
continually shedding story, being present with what arises.
SUBCONSCIOUS – EGO
worry
anxiety
movement
cleaing
spending time in the cyclic details
organizing the details
feels stifling
but it needs to be done!
I’m avoiding the fact that I don’t want to go to town this eve and be with Em – the dragon has dispersed – the beloved is in things – some speak to me more than others –
fear of holding on to things = diharrea
YES – my ‘drift state” of underground led me to this quote
and seeing again my tendency to excitedly “give away” what is most precious
(diharrea)
CENTER
1) head and mind communicate
2) in this case, Yoga was the connector. queen’s pose, then king’s.
3) feeling of deep communications... led to
the knowing that the heart feeds the mind, literally, and not vice versa;
the mind can feeds the heart by craftting, lovingly, good situations for the Heart, goodwill experiences.. .
1) I will offer to Draw Emmalee – good meditation for the Heart.
2) Offer to adjust my goals – to simply be manifesting a situation where I can support myself living elsewhere for the next two years.
NEED:
income
studio space
access to community interactions
rememberance of benefits of alone time :
ANCESTRAL:
Honoring the slow, quiet connections—
Honoring past connections, foundations, old friends, skills obtained and what I can do with them... Moving in the present-obtained gifts, taking spacetime for those to turn over.
FUTURE CHILDREN:
Do what I KNOW needs to be done ...
DO WHAT I KNOW IN MY HEART NEEDS TO BE DONE – DO IT ... DO IT ---- DO IT
Slack string guitar work-practice
Archetypes –painting – Transformations on Earthculture involving inner-outer work of Art Story
Ecology knowledge of beneficial creatures – feeding-sheltering all my relations in a good way on this little patch of Earth
Workign on the Fable of the creature in the clouds
Continuing to Earn enough money to support myself and uphold my time in a Good way
Design class for kids if needed.
AHO MITAKUYE OYASSIN – I HAVE COME TO A GOOD PLACE. MAY I HONOR THE SPIRIT OF THIS WORK THAT I HAVE DONE TODAY. MAY I POST IT ON MY WALL. MAY I KEEP IT IN MY BONES. MAY I DANCE ITS ACTIONS. MAY I MOVE ITS FULLNESS. MAY I BE SUPPORTED. MAY THE GIFTS I HAVE TO GIVE BE GREATER THAN THE SUM OF ALL THINGS.
AHO!
