Reflections from a Walk - Feb 2015

I thought of E— a lot. Life partnership- it’s fair to say the she is serving as a reflection tool for my life desires and as somewhat of the ideal woman.

It’s also fair to say that I feel a great potential with her to create something unique, powerful, and fulfilling in terms of our shared artistic expressions, learning pathways, life pathways, and friendship, all of which we seem to be traversing in parallel in many ways.

It’s also true to say that our attempts to merge our lifeways into a partner relationship with a sexual and romantic component have proven turbulent and awkward.

Also on the walk I thought about workshops – grateful for the opportunity to be doing “workshops” with Alina at the primitive skills gathering upcoming, on performance.

I thought of creating performance rituals.

I thought of doing my taxes soon.

I thought of completing the task I started this morning – assessing natural talents.

I thought quite a lot about my “natural propensity” and perhaps talents around digital creative craft. Including: sound and audio, connections, cables, and the like. Multitracking audio and sound recording. Including: digital image manipulation with Layers; Including: Web Site Creation using layers and graphic design; Including: Movie editing. All of these “digital creative engineering” pieces –

And of course “Production” – especially the idea of figuring out how to farm around my musical projects and market and show them to the tune of much money. TALK TO JASON ON THIS. (NOTE:Done!)

I thought of offering a workshop at LEAF.

I realized that any sort of “group psychology” would benefit from doing it in a large-group setting.

Even “schooling” – like Joy’s “Swan International” – the more signups the more income on a particular hour of work.

And to get my “natural gifts” in line with “income earning potential” in line with my “highest values” and “aspirations” for global cultural directions seems very fitting.

And I started imagining some new “ritual theatre” pieces – where everyone was encouraged to place their hopes and dreams in a container – “Write down your highest wish and your most difficult fear” – and create a container for *during* the performance, release of those traumas and tribulations. A centerpiece calling those audience events into the fray and the fixture. Almost like ministerial work...

I could do this for Halloween...

Also thought of sitting down to work on E—'s website for her musical fruition.